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Too Self-Conscious to Work Out
I bought some new active wear. i thought it might encourage me to go to the gym. but i'm sooo embarrassingly out of shape. what if someone in there sees my big, bouncing belly as i try to work out? i better put on a corset to hide my gut. okay. maybe now i'm ready?this is a rp/workout clip. i recorded a voiceover as i get ready to go to the gym- only to decide i'm too tubby and self-conscious to be seen there. back in the bedroom, there's no point to wear this suffocating outfit. but, as i look in the mirror, i can't believe how big i've gotten. i should do at least some sort of workout. my stomach... i used to have abs! maybe, if i do some planks, i can get that core strength back. i don't even know if those ab muscles are still *in there* under all my soft padding. oh gosh, i'm barely into the beginning of this workout but i'm already tired- and hungry. i gotta get thru this so i can pig out later without feeling guilty. if the old, fit me saw what a "workout routine" would one day become for her, she'd be in shock.
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