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I Cant Hide My Lung Cancer

Studio
Karatemistress
Duration
0:10
Category
smoking
Price
$16.99
Published
Jul 13, 2026

Fantasy i just got the news that i have lung cancer and that i have 6 months to live. i feel so many emotions and i need to talk to someone who won't judge me so i'm talking to you. of course, i'm happy first of all because lung cancer is something i've wanted for a long time, but at the same time i feel sorry for my husband who will be desperate and devastated when he finds out. so i'm thinking about hiding it from him even though i know he'll be desperate and furious if he finds out i've been hiding it from him. we were planning to go on vacation for a month and travel along the coast and he was looking forward to it and i don't want him to miss it because of me. i know that he'll feel terrible when he finds out about my lung cancer and that he'll blame himself for not making me quit smoking. but the truth is that there was nothing he could do about it because i would never have quit smoking. i fantasized and dreamed about the dark side and lung cancer for so long and he couldn't do anything to change my desire.

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